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Sat, 13 Sep 2008 19:03:00 GMT

moved journals.

Octavian@LJ

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 23:14:16 GMT

life is excellent.

character survey idk

Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:34:03 GMT

1) What's your character's name?
moooooorgan :3

2) How old is he/she?
uh .. 20 now i think

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
a laaadything

4) What's his/her race species?
turkish angora

Appearance

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
uh, yeah, probably, seeing as she's an anthro cat.

2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
suuure.

3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
her hair i suppose

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?
i<3morgy

Personality

1) Temper?
slightly on the short side

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
everyone does sometimes durrr

3) Leader or Follower?
depends on her mood

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
she is v. calm.

History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
mother's still around somewhere, she doesnt talk about her father

2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
depends on the rp

3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
uh idr

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
myr :3

Romance

1) Single?
no

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
yas

3) Virgin?
lol no

4) Does your character like flirting?
not really

Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with, other than the species they are?
i have. no idea.

2) Musical Instrument?
acoustic guitar!

3) Element?
electricity

4) Planet?
saturnnn

Showing the Love

1) Do you draw your character?
yes.

2) Do you write about him/her?
yes.

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
yes.

RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
i dont think so

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
myr, bees, low speed

3) Strengths?
myr!!, pretty decent with bladed weapons, well-balanced

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)?
morgy likes her absinthe

5) What's one quirk about him/her?
uh. she sometimes likes to dress in 19th century formalwear??

6) Does your character have any phobias?
bees.

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
myr dying and it being someone's fault.

8 Does your OC like chickens?
um. ...to eat, i guess!

IT IS 7 AM

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 10:50:21 GMT

AND I HAVE NOT BEEN TO SLEEP YET

FUCKING KINGDOM HEARTS

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 07:06:56 GMT

sleep schedule = fucked.

it is now 3 am. i have had the hardest fucking time sleeping ever. i kept waking up every 45 minutes, and then some idiot called my phone at 2 am. apparently, according to the internet, it is some spam telemarketer number in spanish or something. rrr.

at least my headache is gone.

Fri, 30 May 2008 00:10:03 GMT

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in google search:
Morgan needs to be in control of people and situations.

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like":
morgan looks like a ghost cheerleader pictures from team sports

Q: Type in "[your name] says":
Center Morgan says he'll play basketball for UCLA | Sports

Q: Type in "[your name] wants":
Woodland Hills' Morgan wants to play running back in college

Q: Type in "[your name] does":
Captain Morgan Does Crown Point

Q: Type in "[your name] hates":
Morgan hates the DS! ...
(DO NOT OMG)

Q: Type in "[your name] asks":
Morgan Asks Help in Fight Against Pope

Q: Type in "[your name] goes":
Tracy Morgan goes wild on local news guy

Q: Type in "[your name] likes ":
Morgan likes it up the butt
(u-u-uhhh n-no ;_;)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats ":
Morgan Eats Bear, Now Has $77 Trillion In Derivatives

Q: Type in "[your name] wears ":
Morgan wears cool hats that might look silly on other people but ...

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for":
Morgan was arrested for the theft of a shirt and tie.

Sun, 25 May 2008 04:36:40 GMT

that piece of beauty is on its way to my house. ♥

A QUIZ!

Sat, 17 May 2008 23:15:03 GMT

Quiz

Info
[x] I am shorter than 5'4".
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than two piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last two years.
[x] I failed more than one class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from Myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[ ] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over five rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love spam.
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

finally.

Thu, 15 May 2008 10:20:59 GMT

my god, i only have 2 days left. how excellent.

oh, fuck yes belgium.

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:43:52 GMT

i came.

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 17:44:39 GMT

1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Diary of Dreams - Touch II

2.How would you describe yourself?
Tiamat - Where the Serpents Ever Dwell

3.What do you like in a girl/boy?
Sonata Arctica - Shamandalie

4.How do you feel today?
Sweeney Todd - Epiphany

5.What is your life's purpose?
Diary of Dreams - Diary of a Cynic

6.What is your motto?
Tatu - Vsaya Mne Lyubov

7.What do your friends think of you?
Darzamat - Nameless

8.What do you think of your parents?
Shape of Despair - Entwined in Misery

9.What do you think about very often?
Diary of Dreams - Amok

10.What is 2 + 2?
Tristania - Waste Land's Caress

11.What do you think of your best friend?
Tatu - All The Things She Said

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Dragonforce - Starfire

13.What is your life story?
Thoushaltnot - Pesticide

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Tristania - My Lost Lenore

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Tiamat - Vote for Love

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Tatu - Show Me Love

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Enslavement of Beauty - Seven Dead Orchids

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Anathema - Lost Control

19.What is your biggest fear?
Tatu - Loves Me Not

20.What is your biggest secret?
Ram-Zet - The Fall

21.What do you think of your friends?
Diary of Dreams - False Affection, False Creation

22.What will you post this as?
Diary of Dreams - She (Demonic Mix)

whoever sent a password request for this lj...

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 22:25:07 GMT

GTFO, FGT, IT'S MINE.

GAH

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 23:04:09 GMT

oh goodness i am so bored. showers nao

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fucking furcadia and their hate of black triangles. ;(

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:35:08 GMT

okay maybe i'll make a real update. SUCH THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED. I HAVE BEEN IN AN EXCELLENT MOOD FOR THE PAST WEEK. THX STEF.

also surprise for you in a few minutes :D

FUCK YEAH

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 14:28:00 GMT

I AM UPDATING

MY AWESOME WIKIPEDIA BAND

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 01:27:17 GMT

1. Click Random Article once to get your band name.
2. Click Random Article again to get the name of your first album.
3. Click it 15 times to get the names of your tracks.

Band Name: LEM
Album name: Ternas

1. Amenherkhepshef
2. Open Bolt
3. Deep Shock
4. Knickerbocker Storm
5. Paschim Vihar
6. Fandom
7. The Real Thing
8. School District 59 Peace River South
9. Plateresque
10. What a Great Idea!
11. Ternstroemia luquillensis
12. Grounding
13. Geissois
14. Standards Department
15. Dig
BONUS TRACK: Farthingloe

STEALED FROM DAYNA

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 15:29:04 GMT

Name: courtney (morgan)
Single or taken: singleee
Gender: i have a vagina
Birthday: 4/15
Sign: aries
Hair color: GINGERRR
Eye color: green-gray
Height: 5'2"
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: i am a huge fag

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: the internet
Favorite designer?: THE INTERNET
What is your sexiest outfit?: um i do not own one lol
What is your most comfortable outfit?: ... HELLO KITTY PAJAMAS. (lol i am keeping this this was dayna's answer)
What do you usually wear?: shirt, jeans, hoodie

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever we have atm
What are you listening to right now: dream theater - as i am
Who is the last person that called you?: tray >:[
How many buddies are online right now?: 32

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: chili, tacos, mashed potatoes, chocolate.
Girls names: morgan.
Boys names: adrian.
Subjects in school: scifi :D
Animals: cats. esp the cute hairless ones.

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: myself??
Smoked?: uh ew no
Bungee jumped?: h-heights.
Made yourself throw up?: i dont think so
Skinny dipped?: in the bath tub lol ;D
Ever been in love?: no.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: LOL no
Pictured your crush naked?: quite possibly no. i am not fucking creepy like that. D:
Actually seen your crush naked?: HAVE SEEN HER IN HER UNDERWEAR AND THAT IS AS CLOSE AS IT GETS.
Cried when someone died?: i cannot remember i am a cold unfeeling monster don't you know
Lied: everyone ever has
Fallen for your best friend?: um yes. :[
Rejected someone?: never had to |D
Used someone?: tons of people.
Done something you regret?: sure.
------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------<

Clothes: white shirt, hk pj's.
Music: dream theater - this dying soul
Smell: mango!!
Desktop picture: default for this windowlinds theme
Cd in player: diary of dreams - nigredo
DVD in player: i do not own one

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: my cat she is a person to me ilweeb
Hugged: kalyanee
You IMed: stef
You yelled at: i cant remember
You kissed: weeb |D
---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: i try.
Open-minded: about some things.
Arrogant: I REALLY REALLY TRY NOT TO BE
Insecure: quite possibly
Random: depends on my mood.
Hungry: yes.
Smart: yes but i'm lazy
Moody: i can be!
Hard working: ... shit no.
Organized: if only you could see my desk, survey-maker. if only.
Healthy: LOL
Shy: so shy.
Difficult: HAHA yes
Bored easily: yes
Obsessed: with the internet
Angry: at this very moment, no.
Sad: rarely.
Happy: sure.
Hyper: a little sleepy.
Trusting: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LOL NO.

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: mikael kiuru.
Slap?: see above.
Get really wasted with?: e-ew. alcohol.
Get high with: see above, replace with weed.
Talk to offline: stefff
Talk to online: kalyaneee
Sex it up with: .. uh ... no one at the moment??

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: want to go the fuck back to sleep.
Love is: i do not know.
I dream about: things i cannot remember. and cake. because apparently i only get cake in my dreams. the cake really is a lie.
Sexual preference: hello boobs and vagina pls.
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: change that to same and i'll answer

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: cokeee
Flowers or candy: candy!
Tall or short: either.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: kalyanee.
Makes you smile: kalyanee & stef!
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: err??
--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: what if i want to talk to someone ill im them first
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: NO
Wish you were younger: no i want to be 18
Cry because someone said something to you?: several times, a looong time ago. i am less of a pussy now.

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: 0
Of hearts I have broken: 0??
Of guys I've kissed: SFHSDFH NONE D:<
Of girls I've kissed: also none. |D ....yet.
Of CD's I own: 6
Of scars on my body: RAMEN SCAR

LONGCAT IS LOOOOOOONG

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 23:49:09 GMT

GATOLARGO ES LAAAAAAAARGO
LONGUMFELI EST LOOOOOOONGUM
LANGEKATZE IST LAAAAAAANGE

will edit as i find out more.

checklist

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 21:14:03 GMT

HAVE/HAVE ORDERED:
* Bandana [$7.50]
* Jeans Vest [$12]
* Jeans [already have]
* Union Jack Shirt [$20]
* Wig [blonde, long] [$20.98]

WILL ORDER SOON:
* Fingerless Gloves [$4.99]

WILL ORDER LATER:
* 2 Scythes [plastic]
* 10ft Oval-link chain [if 5 or 4ft cannot be found]

DON'T KNOW YET/HAVE NOT FOUND:
* Boots [brown]
* Zipper Pulls [x2, 10"-12" long]
* Small Belts [for wrists -- black w/ gold buckles]

E:023

Wed, 24 Oct 2007 19:26:18 GMT

this waiting shit really sucks. :[

E:022 every time i take this test, i always end up with a very high 'paranoid' score. hmm.

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 23:08:35 GMT

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Very High
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	High
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	Low
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	High
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
-- Take the Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Info --

E:021

Sun, 30 Sep 2007 14:41:33 GMT

oh, weekends. so busy this weekend.

AND NEXT WEEKEND? SONATA ARCTICA CONCERT. OH HAPPINESS.

E:020

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 11:23:07 GMT

i feel surprisingly depressed right now. haet lief.

god why is this so hard.

E:019

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 00:49:05 GMT

what do you want from my life? fucking honestly. i don't understand.

make me understand.

all the psychos in the world can't bring me down.

E:018

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 19:02:12 GMT

WHEN STINGRAYS ATTACK.